ive been dreaming of school two nights in a row.
i feel like i stay in school longer than i stay at home.
and it's not like i'll do much work at home especially in the afternoon because i'd probably fall asleep anyways. speaking of which, how the hell do we get nine hours of sleep a day when there's just SO MUCH to do in such little time. sometimes, dont u just wish we have more than 24hours a day? hehe

ill be collecting my baju kurung tmrw. i hope i like it. sigh.

argh my throat's itchy. signs of cold? hope not.

i was late for school today, after sooooo long, ie during the first three months.
so im not sure if ill be getting detention. which i hope NOT too because ahh DETENTION doesnt sound like a nice thing, though i can make use of the time to study or smth. arghh.
the bus was supposed to come earlier laaa. i came out of my house the normal timing u know.. i even ran to the bus stop, but i missed the bus. and the next bus came super much later than expected. and i had about 5 min to walk from the mrt station to school. ugh obviously cannot make it. damn. oh well. what's done cannot be undone.

shit, stomachache ah.
k byeee

Blogged @ 10:14:00 PM




i hate it when girls are being stereotyped, especially by guys who know nuts about what theyre actually talking about.
like hello? doesnt mean girls are not fasting they CANT be tired right. like thats maximum crap la. and its not like we chose not to fast, we just happen to be unable to fast!
there are other things too la but im too sleepy to mention them now.
i only felt refresh this morning after sleeping early last night. :D
now im sleepy again.
i just realised how much i havent studied and how long it has been since i last practised math. :s

met ameera at orchard ystd! - in my school uniform -_-
haha
yayy ive got her school's organic chem notes! they look so nice and goood. havent looked in depth yet. will photocopy all asap. hurhur. kiasu mah.
we kept immitating people!
BOTAK!
*smooch* hahaha

ok nvm pple, inside joke.
wanna do math now.
byee
oh yea, and AQ which was due on monday.
gosh.

Blogged @ 8:50:00 PM




omg my dad just bought the pink coloured mouse that i pointed out when he asked which mouse should he buy! i never thought he'd get it because the last time i asked if i could paint my room pink, he painted it blue. -_-
so.. yay! hahah
okay not that it matters but still.. it looks so nice. lol

and so WR-ing is officially OVER - i hope.
heh

and chem mcq test just now was... sigh speechless.
it all depends on God now. hehe
chem lesson just now was by far the most fun chem lesson ever because im happy i asked questions, even though it's just one or two.. thanks ah haziq for making me ask. lol

i practically slept throughout the talk by the new discipline master or smth. damn boring la.

hrmmm.. malay peribahasa test tmrw. oh man, im doomed la. i dont rmbr a single peribahasa except for 'bujur lalu melintang patah'. hurhur thats the title for one of the dramas.
ok i wanna bathe now, sorta just got back from school.
i just cant stop myself from feeling sleepy! sigh
bye!

Blogged @ 6:24:00 PM




oh man everyone seems to be depressed these days.
maybe it's just the season( not that singapore has many seasons. hur)
it's THE period of time when many people feel like the world is crashing on them and just feel the need to cry buckets. alright, maybe im exaggerating a bit, but yea, somewhere around that feeling. whatever the reasons are guys, cheer up okay? life's too short for misery. gosh look who's talking huh? okay fine, maybe at the same time i'm telling myself that too. but then again who said i was depressed?? (ego. gosh. haha)

i think the thing with me is i get stressed out because i keep thinking of how much i can achieve at a certain time. like how much hw can i finish in one day when i dont have the time (at least i think i dont)? and stuff like worrying for promos. i dunno if what im feeling right now is correct but, i THINK my other subjects are pretty oookaaayyyy, it's my CHEM that im worried about! sigh. mrs sim will be marking the 3rd part of the chem test just now and i just need 8 more marks out of 12 to pass, ie grade E. sighh i dont even know if that's possible. whatever it is, i hope i'll get promoted because ive resolved to study hard and catch up with many many things during the holidays.

the process of doing wr is going to end once im done with the content page, which i dont feel like doing tonight because i feel exhausted as a whole already. chatting with amelia right now.. probably going back to school with diy tmrw to studyyy.

oh now i'm having a break from fasting. i smsed hayati the first thing in the morning.

"cuti-cuti malaysia"
hurhur.

PE was fun.

i felt happy during math lesson, though it's actually nothing. but the littlest things that some people do just make my day. haha riiight.

okay i think my dad's home from work. i should be sleeping now.

and nvm if u dont understand some of the stuff i wrote cos aiya, sleepy la. k bye

Blogged @ 1:01:00 AM




argghhh
im bleedinly irritated with the whole world
my chest aches
my eyebrows hurt from frowning
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my computer has weak immune system and just decided that TODAY, it will be infected by some trojan of some sort. so much for all those "spywares" and mcafee whatever installed. gosh computers are stupid. really.
now im using the laptop and its not very convenient because, well, lets just say i prefer the traditional computer to the annoying laptop.
oh and i cant freakin open my hotmail, which is like.. WTH.
pw is irritating the hell out of me as the second goes by.
i keep dozing off in class.
i have a whole lot of calories to burn.
i have promos in like a few weeks time and chemistry is killing me silently.
i am very very veryyyyyyy agitated that it makes me feel like giving up, it hurts.
my chest still hurts.
and i can sense the 'red light' coming.
oh there's somemore. i cant buka outside.. well i guess its always been like that for me, sorry guys ): it was a direct "NO!" from my mom. sigh
i forgot to bring my econs file when ive already done it, damnit.
im no longer that irritated.
now im very pissed off.
i HATE how people ask WHAT TIME IM GOING TO FINISH MY WORK.
WHAT TIME WILL I DO THIS AND THAT.
ARE YOU GOING TO STUDY TONIGHT?
gosh thats like a bonus question huh
like i can predict the future.

ARGHH i wanna be a 5yr old please.
gd bye.

Blogged @ 11:05:00 PM




whee~ old photos! :D

i feel like i dressed like an 'ah-pek beca'. hurhur

the 1990 babies!! :D

yayy! my aunties are here for buka later on!
and ive been having good goooood food for buka the past few days! alhamdulillah.. rezeki.. heehee
instead of losing weight, i'd probably GAIN weight when the fasting month ends.
and i got my raya bag already.
gosh i just HAVE to get something when i go out. heh
and i went undergarments shopping with my mom just now. john little's having its RED HOT SALE. yup :D

aaand ive completed my chem and econs homework.. now im left with math tutorial and study all the 5 poems for malay lit. i just realised that there's SO SOOOOO MUCH to study for malay! i feel like the greatest slacker of all time man. i havent even memorised the definitions of all those stuff la. metefora, anafora, etc. hehe

Blogged @ 4:06:00 PM




i cant focus!!
):

Blogged @ 5:17:00 PM




whoaa i felt the tremors!
oh boy, so jakun!
i thought my head was spinning when i saw the computer wires shaking too!
and my siblings told me they felt it as well.
so yea..
i was kinda scared for a moment because the news about the earthquake in indon wasnt mentioned at channel newsasia yet.

anyways, this experience got me thinking of the unfortunate ones living in impoverished countries who are going to go through the fasting month and having to go through hardships. i just realised how fortunate i am, or rather we are, to live in Singapore. we have such luxurious lifestyles and always have food on our tables. well, most of us anyways, it seems. and when it's time to break fast in the evening, we have a spread of food laid on the table for us to eat our heart out till we get bloated. and those people in say Indonesia for instance, some of them dont even have a place to stay. and in worst situations, they have to undergo natural disasters once in a while. tsunami.. earthquake... flood.. what's the world coming to? ): those street buskers that seem to be ubiquitous there, oh gosh. i wish i can do something to cease poverty. i feel sad.. sigh. all i can afford to do right now is pray for their happiness ;)

so.. happy fasting to all my muslim friends. (:
may we be blessed with countless pahalas this month and restrain from all the sinful things that we constantly commit.
Amin.

Blogged @ 8:04:00 PM




happy advanced birthday cikgu! ;)






Blogged @ 5:56:00 PM




is it just me or is high school musical 2 draggy?
especially the starting..
i suppose the middle part is kinda okay.
hee..

cant wait for the later part of tmrw!
:D



and i hate vanessa hudgen's voice!

Blogged @ 8:23:00 PM




im taking a break from doing math. YES! ONE more qn to complete my maclaurin's series. i know la, some people completed theirs already.. because 'wasting time' is not in their dictionary. whereas i am an expert at wasting time, sometimes. must kick that habit. and here i am blogging. wth.

i think i need to be noisy when i study in my room.
i was singing my lungs out while doing math and my sister told me to shut up.
sigh my throat was itching to sing again after that.
so maybe i shouldnt listen to the mp3 or smth.
and my attention span is very limited.
that sucks.
ugh.

anyways, just read hayati's blog and her raya clothes are gonna be RED and GREEN!!
mine's gonna be RED this yr too! :D
i didnt have much choice though.. i hope what i chose is gonna be alright..
the shopkeeper has such great persuasion skill and she put me under pressure.
it was as though i was TRAPPED and i just cant say no.
even my mom was trapped.
and listen to this, it was the FIRST shop i entered somemore!
that explains why ive NOT MUCH CHOICE.
in addition, the price was like *BOMB EXPLODES* - wow.
ive never gottens something worth price before except for my contact lenses or specs or smth.
it was a dollar close to 200bucks la, walaueh.
but then again, the person said they will customise it for us, as in like, the arm length or smth la. cos usually when i buy raya clothes, my arms seem to be the problem. like, the sleeves are always too short or smth. sigh, thanks ah, long arms. hurhur.
so then i thought of the pros about buying that set of clothes on impulse.. maybe it's the right thing since i dont think i'd wanna go out during the fasting months since promos is coming in like, what? 25days? and and maybe i dont have to get new clothes of raya next yr lah, since it's gonna be the A lvl yr anyways(if i get promoted that is).. so ya.. this RED baju kurung can be a lifetime investment.. riiight...
haha

omg i see so many words!
oh shucks, i suddenly rmbr..
MALAY HOMEWORK!

k bye!

haha.. i was in the toilet ystd in school, doing my small business.. while doing that, i was actually thinking of the chemistry qn. it was a great feeling.
nerd.

k bye la bye la!

Blogged @ 11:50:00 AM




oh man i feel so much better after doing some stuff and actually UNDERSTANDING them!
especially chemistry.
but of course just by studying only today wont make much difference la right?
i must be consistent!
:D

went to school with diyanah this morning and i did chem and math!
just about 5 more questions to complete my Maclaurin's series tutorial.. and 5 more topics to complete my chem revision exercise.. and i borrowed MI mock promo paper from haikal (:
i dunno when i'd actually start doing the paper though. oh and i photocopied last yr chem promo paper and solutions as well. i hope ill make the best out of all of these stuff that i got. i hope to be able to manage my time better too.

i feel very lame and blur today la. not that im not lame and blur on any other days...
so haikal wanted to buy a wireless mouse right, and i saw a mouse with the brand McKal. so i told him to buy that because got his name. damn funny la - not.
and i dunno if this word will make it to the 'stoopiding dictionary'(read haziq's blog). i wanted to tell diyanah, "dont be jealous". instead, i said "DONT BE JELLIES". hahahahaah

i think i wanna complete maclaurin's series tonight.. i think the handphone can be of good use when it comes to keeping myself awake - sometimes. like when i was doing pw at about 1am to 2am arnd there, i managed to wake up after talking to someone on the phone. and oh boy was i awake till 4am! my greatest accomplishment. hurhur. i could stay awake awhile longer, but the laptop shut down on me cos.. well, low batt la. lol

i am moved by what nisha said.
"we're jc students so there's nothing much we can do except study. we only have 2 years so might as well do it well and get it over and done with."
oh man, that girl... i wish i can study like her. she can really focus la!

okay lah i dunno what else to talk about actually.
hehe

saw hafizah just now!
ahem...
we must go jogging again soon k?
lol

tata~!

Blogged @ 9:35:00 PM




i am in school right now waiting for time to past.
i wanna go home, but then diy and shikeen wont let me. :'(
so sleepy...
diy says "sleep! sleep! tidur kat sini, jangan tidur kat luar dengan de sudah"

i think i should go buy coffee or smth now.
CANNOT TAKE IT ALREADY!

bye!

Blogged @ 4:27:00 PM




i just need to blog about monday lah.
after that ill go study okay?
omgsh its like im addicted to blogging or smth.
:/



Blogged @ 4:10:00 PM




i seriously have school in 1hr and 12min time.
i havent bathed
i havent completed my homework, which im not really sure what im supposed to complete anyways cos instructions are always ambiguous.
i know ive done about 11/13 qns from the AJC 2006 promo paper..
ermm..
a bit of mclaurin's series...
and.. yup.
i know i could have done more, but i get complacent because my teacher has already given us the solutions to maclaurin's series tutorial. grr..

i just dont feel the drill..
i must start my 4am routine all over again.
i wish i could study as much as i have studied for o lvls - maybe more.
ive never felt so so lazy in my life..
or is has my brain burnt out?
so soon?
no i dont think so
i think im just being plain lazy.
SOMEONE, just FORCE me to do some work can anot?!
ANYONE!!

maybe i should go bathe now, or i might be late for school.
heh.

Blogged @ 7:47:00 AM




ahh!!!
im so distracted!
how to study???
):

Blogged @ 10:08:00 PM




there seem to be so much that i wanna blog about, but time doesnt permit..
i NEED to study.
i MUST get promoted.

goodbye!

Blogged @ 1:30:00 PM